Last night I dreamt I was walking through a vast area with many different types and styles of temples. Some were sex/sensuality/kink. Some were history/physics/anthropology. Some were painting/sculpture/carving. Pretty much any lesson, fetish, imagination, or dream was available. It was beautiful. The sheer joy and bustle of the place was intoxicating. Gold leafed temples, simple huts, beautiful dancers, simple craftsmen, all imaginable color was present. I could have spent many millennia studying there and never been bored.
I wasn’t aware of the time of day, the temperature, or my own footsteps, only the feeling that as I walked, I would be drawn to where I needed to be. I wasn’t worried or anxious. Walking through simply viewing the majesty of the place was satisfaction in itself.
As I wandered through this vast marketplace of science, art, and philosophy soaking in the sights, I noticed that many people hadn’t figured out that entering a temple required the invitation of the host of that temple through his/her followers/slaves/servants. They seemed to have been sitting on the steps of certain temples for many years, just waiting on their “turn”. Others went to the doors and demanded entry only to be refused. When trying to force their way in, they often met with unpleasant results. No one was killed or maimed, but a wall of energy thwarted their best efforts occasionally with an unpleasant shock or sudden weakness.
One place I entered was a place of entertainers. I wasn’t necessarily invited, I walked to the door and looked at the greeter, and received a smile and a nod to proceed. People I had know by name or in person where there, but I couldn’t tell you their names, only that they were the greats of performance arts. I thought of Houdini as I entered. There was a large performance hall and a bar where performers swapped stories. They performed feats of daring for audiences eager to be amazed. I found myself behind the scenes of an illusion I had seen many times. It was a quick switch kind of illusion where the curtain covers the illusionist only briefly before he appears in a separate spot and rides through the crowd on a motorcycle. The illusion didn’t go quite as planned, since the illusionists double wasn’t in place when the curtain rose. There was a quick bobble, but it all came off fine. Audiences were amazed. Disappointed that the trick involved double and actually required little skill, I bade farewell to my hosts and proceeded through the streets at a leisurely pace, stopping occasionally along the way to enjoy the scenery.
My next invitation was to a place that I knew housed a great teacher. He didn’t invite many students. I was surprised when his servant took me by the hand and let me up the steps, past those who had been waiting many years for an audience with him. I entered up simple hewn stone steps. The one who lead me showed me artwork collected through thousands of years. There was painting and carving, but no noticeable sculpture. All of it was fine quality art. Even in the most simple of paintings, there was a sparkle that drew my eye immediately. Eventually I was lead to a small set of stone bleachers to await my turn with the Master. Students were admitted approximately 8 at a time, whenever the Master nodded for them to enter.
When I entered, I found myself seated on the floor around a low table. The Master was seated at the head of the slightly oval table. The rest of us were spaced around the table so that no one sat totally opposite of him. He smiled and said ” The best way to get to know another is to break bread together. Let me know you. Food was passed amongst us. I remember little of what it was except that it was all to be eaten by hand; there was bread; and most was one or two bite size. Finger foods of the Gods, I suppose. The bowls were wooden and simple, but clearly handmade. Most everything He said was accompanied by the ringing of tiny faerie bells, like small jingle bells. The bells strike me the most about all he said. He said to keep them with you all the time – to clear the energy ahead before you step through a doorway. I was handed a few small bells tied together with a ribbon and told that upon leaving, I should make my own and they would guide my way, because these would stay in the temple. The bells represented Spirit, each with a different tone. The string to tie them together should be silk and colored, to bind one to another loosely, so that they could each ring on their own and together. They should be small and fit into one hand easily.
When we were dismissed, he spoke with each one of us briefly away from the others in a small room to the side facing him, sitting on the floor. I remember incense burning, but I can’t put my finger on the scent at this moment. He reminded me very much of a Tibetan monk in dark red, simple robes.
The simplicity of this place also struck me (maybe I really am thinking too much lately, but interpretation is for another blog). There was nothing unnecessary. There was light, art, seating, and scent creating simple beauty and peace.
What did he say to me? The only word I remember is Live. Of course, a billion questions filled my mind. With a slight smile of amusement on his lips, he met my eyes. Looking into the depths of his soft eyes, all my questions dissipated. Again he said, “Live”. As I stood to leave I heard, “Walk”. I didn’t need to “hear” anything further. I moved slowly down the hallways that I knew would lead to the exit. Each time my internal debate would try to start, His voice in my mind would clear them. It echoed through my being.
I awoke at 430 am with a desire to go to the craft store and buy tiny bells and silk threads.
Something in me has felt “off” all day. Is it the dream? Or just a consequence of being an emotional being? I’m not sure on this particular day, but I do see the path ahead more clearly than I have previously.
I have lots of interpretation floating around my head. I’m sure you know from reading my past blogs that few things happen in my life that aren’t analyzed thoroughly from many angles in order to glean as much information as possible. What seems like a spur of the moment decision for me, rarely is. It’s a culmination of examinations of any factor that might be present that results in what appears to be a snap decision, simply because the current situation. It also has to do with a book I’m reading on decision making, which I’ll go into when I get closer to the end of the book.
In the mean time, knowing me in whatever capacity you do, what are your interpretations?